SOUL SUICIDE

Life is beautiful and i believe that to live it to the fullest. you have to live from your soul which is the seat of your mind, ur will and ur emotions and when people die, they die in their soul first. this is when we cease to have the kind of zest we used to have to live life to the fullest.

People dont really have to die before they really die. sometimes death already occurs in our souls before it occurs in our flesh and it is amazing how that before you die in your flesh may be years after a person died in his soul. life becomes unusually boring and progress is slow. i call this SOUL SUICIDE. when a man deliberately or consciously kills that part of him that seeks to know God and have fellowship with him, the part that wont do the wrong things cos they are wrong. when a person begins to careless about consequences of actions and decisions, such person is slowly putting a knife to his soul. People are hurting today because they have lost touch with realities. I believe that when people make mistakes including myself, its important that ma hrt still desires God.Listen u have mingled with truth and reality and if you choose to go the other way its a choice but it will kill your soul and soon there will be no zest to live anymore, remember what i said this suicide begins when i choose to throw caution away, i put a knife to ma soul

is it not painful that i may be responsible for the pains and hurts that i live with. You dont want to get to the point where u hurt yourself and u cant stop hurting yourself.

I have always said that good will always overcome evil, light will always outlive darkness, no matter how long bad seems to prevail.

If you want to face it, certain things that u need for life has died in your soul and how do i think i can navigate through life with a dead soul.

bro, i love u with almahrt and am aware of all the wrong turns u have taken. i have taken wrong turns too and its been painful, trust me u can heal if u want to heal. the things that look like pleasures actually endup in pain. y die now.

get ur soul back UP and let HIM heal it. bro i need you back with God. we need each other. ur not standing for the truth has made u do certain things that u shud not. non of these people you hang out with will breath over u if ur soul dies. they wont be of any good. dont allow this suicide

bro i love u. i am talking out of experience. this is the real gospel. the real gospel has to be able to clean up some mess. has to be able to save. its bad to be sick, but its nt that bad until u remain sickly for a long time. mark ma words for a long time. thats when suicide takes place. yeah the gospel that we have is meant to cleanse and heal and i promise this Gospel can do same for u

bro am bathing my own soul with these words. i dont want to be a victim of a soul suicide. one that i made happen myself. one that i could have changed but did not. i dont want to be responsible for my own death.

bro could u pls go down on ur knees and ask the lord to heal your soul and give u bac the life that u once had.

Trust me u have lived in the truth and u know that its not anything like what this world has to offer
I give u an opportunity to get a soul makeover.We all need one at one time in our lives. Let the life giver breathe over u and cause u to live. I encourage u. I can say its almost not easy buh try to make ur next step move u closer to your deliverance and not further into your pain

Sexuality Healing!!!

Some of you have been blessed by wat i have shared in the past and i know if you use wat we share, it will change ur life foreva.
 i guess a lot has happened already. so many people has experienced forward advancements and progress, while a few people still feel stuck and unable to move forward. Sometimes it seems like the more you try to break free, the more twisted u become, well wat we will share today will help you a great deal.

Basically, what i share today is in the area of your sexuality and how to deal wiv issues in your past relating to sexual abuse (abnormal use), rape and misplaced sexual identities and stuff.

Wondering wat i mean by Sexuality Healing rt? ok i will answer all your questions in a min

First of all let me try to minister to all them guys and gurls who are not comfortable in their own skin,peeps who wish that they were some other gender and stuff. Have you really been excited since you found out that you were male or female as the case may be? Its amazing how many peeps dont like the truth about their sexuality and still dont want to admit that this is who they are. This may be one of the reasons why we have lots of homosexual and lesbian people all around the world. I have seen ladies who become Directors and CEOS in multinational corporations, only to get there and try to speak like a man... i mean with some husky voice and stuff.

They give out commands with loud voices thinking that this will make their presence felt and will make people take them seriously. Well truth is the respect that you command is not in YOUR VOICE or HOW U SPEAK. its in the POSITION THAT YOU OCCUPY AS THE CEO OR DIRECTOR OF THE COMPANY. Scripture says that were the word of the king is, there is power. Therefore we realize that the king may not necessarily shout and stuff, but the position occupied as King is what makes the difference.

Ladies dont try to do them guys stuff. Let the guy open the car door and let him treat you with respect. Its amazing how some ladies think they can make it on their own. God made you to need people ESPECIALLY THE MALE FOLKS. YOU NEED THEM SO DONT EVEN ACT LIKE YOU DONT.

For the guys scripture says that the lady is a "Good Thing" not a sex thing but a good thing. If all that you think about when you talk to them is sex, then you have misplaced your priorities. Well i hope u got that.

Secondly, i believe that a lot of peeps have been bruised sexually. some peeps were raped and some others gave in to sex willingly, but sex outside of the context of marriage always causes pain. Yeah i know you have done a good job trying to hide your pain and smile like everything is ok but truth is that you have hurt in the area of sex.

I want you to realize that if you were bruised in your finances then you will need financial healing. If you were injured in you mind, you will need a healing in that area where you were bruised. hence, IF YOU WERE BRUISED IN THE AREA OF SEX, YOU NEED YOUR SEXUALITY HEALED.YOU HEAL IN THE AREA OF YOU HURTS.

The reason why most of us still feel bound to the residue is because we have not healed properly. The resaon we have not healed properly is because we have COVERED FOR A LONG TIME WHAT GOD INTENDS TO HEAL. Covered wounds dont heal well and thats the truth. Speak to God today about your wounds and let Him begin the Healing process. Let God break the chains that got you twisted and set you free.

Finally, ladies be comfortable in your own skin and dont try to prove a point. Love yourself. God made you his vey best. till i write to you next time keep shining


You are God's best never forget that

acknowledge evry gud tin in u

Some peeps r in self denial. Denial of their abilities,denial of their wrong turns in life,denial that they have made mistakes,denial that they r self destruct.Denial that says dont judge me even when i knw that what i m doin is killing me. People must realize that what they do to themselves would affect those who love them. Those who have tried to help you dont hate you.

I believe that peeps dont just get hooked on destructive habits just like that. Most peeps hae become hooked ton destructive things as a result of what happened in their past. Imagine a girl being raped by her father a a young age. Imagine the pain, the feelings of worthlessness, the insecurity, everything around your world changes...Could it be that that is the reason why she has become so dysfunctional. I just used the rape case, but it could be anything.

Truth is most of the young peeps who indulge themselves in doing the wrong stuffs (whatever wrong means to you) dont enjoy what they do.For one person wrong might be an inability to make the right choices. For another it may be an addiction to drugs. So whatever wrong represents, the point is that it does not leave you satisfied.

Fathers, mothers, teen pastor, your young peeps dont like their addiction. You need to understand the being twisted is not fun.

What happens to you when you cant seem to dream anymore? All the dreams you had somehow just did not become real.What happens when your are hurting so deeply that you dont seem to be able to think right anymore?

YOU CAN HEAL! BELIEVE ME YOU CAN HEAL. PHILEMON VERSE 6 ENCOURAGES YOU TO CONSCIOUSLY BEGIN TO FOCUS ATTENTION ON EVERY GOOD THING THAT IS IN YOU. YES THERE ARE GOOD THINGS IN YOU. DON'T ONLY SEE THEM WRONGS, DONT ONLY SEE THE FACT THAT YOU CANT KEEP JOBS. DONT ONLY SEE DIRTY HABITS. THERE ARE GOOD THINGS INSIDE OF YOU. YOU WILL HEAL WHEN YOU BEGIN TO APPLAUD YOURSELF

I'm out of time! till you hear from me again,keep on acknowledging every good thing in you.
Love you

BlackStone!!!

Hi feels good to write this note. well don't know why i feel so excited, maybe its the weight of what i want to share, i mean the power it has to change your mind and bring you into liberty, or the fact that the enemy and the whole of hell is in trouble, reason being that you are reading something that will set u at liberty. Well with the reasons i have given, you agree with me that i have a reason to be excited. Trust me i do.
Sure BLACKSTONE gets you wondering what this is all about. Well this will be a short text and in a few lines i will clear your doubts.

Have you ever imagined that you are a PRECIOUS STONE.i mean like some DIAMOND or something. Well BLACKSTONE describes you. Precious stone that has been made BLACK maybe as a result of the things that you did. Have you ever felt so dirty that you dont think you are worth any good. Maybe you were raped, or abused. Maybe you gave in to premarital sex or you were self destruct. Maybe you allowed your self do drugs, or things that left you feeling blue.

I guess a few of us feel very BLACK even when we know that we have so many beautiful things inside of us. Precious stone, yet BLACK. I must ask you... WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT YOURSELF? are they BAD STUFFZ? Then sure you feel BLack

Have you noticed that DIAMONDS are found in the DIRTIEST PLACES. Yeah. Dirtiest places. Diamonds, but in the clubs. Diamonds, but still prostitutes. Diamonds, yet still on crack.TRUTH IS YOU ARE STILL A DIAMOND.THOUGH BLACK BUT STILL A DIAMOND. THE DIAMONDS WORTH IS NOT REDUCED BY ITS BEING BLACK. ITS STILL WORTH ITS PRICE EVEN WHEN ITS DIRTY. I want you to realize that you are beautiful and you are a DIAMOND. Yeah you may have done some junky stuffz but that is not who you are.

All you need is to be CLEANED of those dirt. Clean your mind form porn, if you have to be free from sex!!!.DONT remain Black. Blackstone made WHITE.

You are a shinning precious stone. let God clean you up now. He loves you.

Prayer: Dear Father, thank you for your word that makes me know that i'm worth something special. I receive this word and it sinks deep into my Heart. I know that you can clean up all my past dirt. clean me up today, and let me begin a new life today. I begin to live a new life from today. I'm clean. Amen

sex is alrite!!!!!!!!

Hey, compared to Jerry Springer guests, I’m doing OK!

“I was married before so it’s unrealistic to expect me not to have sex.”

"Everyone in the singles group sleeps around.”

“I’m 40 years old and just want to be bad for awhile.”

“I’m so inexperienced, it will be a problem.”

“Surely God doesn’t expect me to go through life without sex.”

“Sexual sin is not unforgivable.”

“God made me sexual. It would be a cruel joke not to act on it.”

"Is it realistic to be a virgin?”

“We did everything but intercourse. I think that’s OK.”

“We had oral sex. That doesn’t count.”

“I know it’s wrong, but…”

“If you love someone, sex is OK.”

Raise your hand if you identify with any of these comments. They come from Christian singles. OK, put your hand down and let’s talk. Many Christian singles (and married people for that matter) have lowered their sexual standards. They have allowed the thinking of the culture to seep into the church and their personal lives. As a result, sin gets redefined.

Do not compare your sexual behavior to that of Jerry Springer guests, soap opera stars, “Friends” (the television show or the real deal), your neighbors, or your boss. Because if you do, you‘ll look like an angel.

You need to compare your behavior to the Word of God. What does the Bible say about sex outside of marriage? It says do not do it. We have standards to uphold regardless of how out of date they may appear.

God did not give us these standards to punish us or make us suffer. He created sex and is fully aware of the oneness of union that happens when two people become sexually involved. He also knows that the oneness operates best in the context of marriage.

Now I realize staying sexually pure is a tough thing to do in today’s climate. We are bombarded with sexual images and temptations daily. The amount of sexual material that you encounter just living your life gives new meaning to the idea of guarding your thoughts. It is an incredibly difficult task to guard your heart and mind.

So, prepare yourself to resist temptation. God would not ask you to do something and then not equip you to do it. It’s a tough assignment in today’s market to live up to biblical standards, but it’s not impossible.

What to do when College doesn't seem to work

Personal Development

Hello dear friends,

A few years ago, I was seriously considering not going to college. I had the believe that I could still develop myself in the areas on my interest, invest in my mind and still be an expert at what I do whether it is public speaking, business consulting, leadership development, team building, capacity development, branding (the list is endless). I was tired of seeing people go to college because they were not free in their minds and did not have the will power to go against the tide. I wondered what use it was to spend so much time, money and energy pursuing a degree in fields, totally not in sync with where people wanted to be. I was tired of seeing young talented people chase degrees that they may never be able to utilize. (I understand though that no knowledge is a waste but spare me…) As a result of all of these, I really took some time to think and look inward, trying to determine if this whole experience was for me.

I have seen so many people put their lives on hold just because they did not get an admission into a school to study a course, or because they never had the opportunity to gain an experience that they may never use. I believe that this quest is thriving because we live in a society where people have ultimately tied their future, their potentials to some little certificate that will be handed them after four years and have not paid attention to the person they are on the inside. Instead of create a blissful future; they have ended up being confused.

Dear friends may I serve notice on you that your personal development goes beyond the classroom and even if you don't get a degree, you can still go ahead to become who you want to be.

Please note I am not against going to school. I am against the mindset that says a college education is mandatory for success…the same mindset that has almost ruined the hopes and destinies of young people who just can’t seem to connect the dots of their lives after a huge disappointing college outing. Just because you got an F in a class does not mean you are doomed to an F in life. Stop the pity parry and brace yourself for a glorious future. You have been made a success, you are only just finding out.

If you try to get an admission and you don’t get one, use the time to invest in yourself (whatever that means to you). Don’t wait hopelessly for the system to come to your rescue because they may never.

God bless you.

Relationship Truths

1. Love is important...(Please find what the manufacturer says love is)
2. Create a Vision...Where there's no Vision, the people perish. This is not just for Corporations. It applies to relationships also.
3. Decide the rules of engagement.
4. Determine how you want this relationship to add to you as a person. How do you intend to develop? What kind of person do you want to become in the next one year relating with this person.
5. Do you know that a relationship is an outward reflection of the way you see yourself on the inside?
6. Relationships starts from the Self Stand point. You are first in a relationship with yourself before you are in a relationship with anyone else. It is what you find about you that should determine what kind of person you will "fall in love with"
7. Be sure your mate can make deep commitments ( You don't want someone who says stuff like this " Everyone is human, we all make mistakes. I won't tell you that I will not cheat on you, cause I am Human, but I can assure you that I will love you always" This is stupid. You want a person who makes a strong commitment to you and does not make excuses for mistakes yet to be made...meaning he plans to make mistakes.
8. Love starts is God and God is Love. Forget about what anyone says to you. Any counsel that you get outside of this is in the flesh....Your relationship should be hinged around God.
9. At the end of the day, Good Looks, Status, Economic Power will not matter to a relationship. What matters most is that you lay hold on some of these things shared in 1-8.
10. Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Lean not (do not put the weight of your decisions) on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your path....Special Focus on "Don't put the weight of your decisions on your own understanding. On what you think relationships should look like or on what your friends say it should be like. It will fail.
11. Why should you talk about a concept when you have not researched or studied about it? Will you allow just any man treat you for malaria if they have not gone to medical school? Why should you talk about LOVE when you have never taken the time to research about it?
12. Love is not feelings. You owe yourself to find out what LOVE means. You can only know what love truly is when you know the author of the concept itself. One of the reasons why people run into trouble is that they try to enjoy something God initiated, using HUMAN strategies. How does that work? Did you ever know anything about LOVE? Do you know who invented the concept? Why do you claim to feel something you know nothing about? Isn't is scary to think you have one thing, only to discover when the light comes on that it was something completely different you had?
13. Love is not looks... although that can be a major attraction but it does not end there.
14. Sweetie your heart is precious to God. Please darling Find Gods truth before you make a commitment to that person.